Tuesday, November 12, 2013

For A Change, It’s Not Me Who Said, “I’m Gay”

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10:30 PM
What shocks me up to this very moment is what one of my closest friends in college confessed to me. Over the months, I’ve gotten used to out-ing myself to a few people close to me. But it’s a lot different feeling when it’s the other way around. My orgmate and I were out having dinner when he opened up again having to tell me something. He was actually dropping hints the whole day, “I have to tell you something. But I doubt you’d be able to keep it to yourself.” And so he never really finished saying anything. I didn’t push the topic. Then in the middle of our meals, there it went. He didn’t tell me exactly, I’m guessing he’s still too shy to use the word, like how I used to be last February.

The revelation did not stop there, however. His mother already knew. I was surprised and kind of envious since I already dismissed the idea of me telling my parents I’m gay anytime soon. I was too proud of him, though, when I realized what he has just shared. Such a young guy already having that courage I don’t have.
To put cherry on top and to conclude our dinner, he said he is seeing someone right now. My jaw dropped. He resumed with their meet-ups, sweet nothings, and just everything that I have not been able to do in the course of my “being out”.


 I am truly happy for him. I welcome him to the word of flamboyance and freedom.

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Monday, November 11, 2013

How I Spent My Sembreak

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12:30 AM
50% Friends

5% Sleep

5% Baguio, Zambales

5% The Voice

15% Grey’s Anatomy

5% Gone Girl, The Geography Club 1 & 2, countless eroticas :p

5% Candy Crush


5% Org tasks

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