Little Yearend Update

I’m now in Subic. My family and I will be spending the New Year’s Eve in some beach nearby, with my closest relatives.

It has been three days since I last got in contact with the online world. We’re currently staying in a residence where there is neither internet nor cable television. Well, it won’t be of much use anyway. The moment we arrived here, we already wandered and saw some sights. In fact, I just got home from a carnival in SBMA. It was rather worthwhile though that during the moments that we were not scheduled to go somewhere, I was able to watch movies and read a book that in Manila I could not have possibly done. I won’t be ignorant anymore once people start talking about Jerry Maguire, Johnny English, and Notting Hill; Animal Farm and Fault in Our Stars were also added to my 50-book challenge.

I’m sorry. All of them were lies… except the feelings. L

Spontaneity

Yey! Finally not a post about my rants!

So I just woke up after not sleeping yesternight. Even though I do not celebrate Christmas, I had a merry December 25 (and 26) as I spent these days with my dearest friends.

The 25th of the month not only marked Jesus' birth for the Catholics but also the first birthday of my first ever inaanak. My friends and I's plan was just to expend a part of the day with inaanak in this special event of his. A little after we arrived there I got a bit nettled with some friends who ditched us, who confirmed they'd be going but did not bother to message us and explain why they weren't in the party. I don't want to disappoint my friend; I saw how she prepared for the birthday part of her son. Well, they still attended but arrived three hours later. Few more hours after my girl friends began shouting their OMG's as one of our batchmates who is now residing in Canada suddenly showed up behind the gates. Haha. Then followed the endless party games and catching up.

Approaching midnight, we decided to part ways already but one suggested we sleepover in another friend's house since it's already too late. With not much deliberation, most agreed and the next thing I know, we were already playing Killer in one of my friend's top floor. After resuming the games and kwentuhan and with the fatigue of the day kicking in, the girls decided to slumber while the males stayed up all morning, including the balikbayan.

At around 9 in the morning, we de, I immediately raped my bed after going home.

After going to church at 6pm, I thought it would be an uneventful night. I got a BBM  asking where I was, though. As expected, my other set of friends planned an inuman session nearby. And so I went with my mom leaving me with the question, "na naman?"

And there it was, how merry an event I am not part of has been. :)

IwanttoblogbutIdonotknowwhattowriteabout. :(((

Am I not deranged that I relish moments of grief and melancholy?

I Don't Miss You Anymore, I Miss the Feeling tho

Ugh. With a Smile played in MYX and all the memories of you singing it flashbacked like crazy. I don't miss you anymore but it came to me that I long how I felt for you. I miss the feeling of having to smile everytime your scent began to satisfy my olfactories, or just the sight of you with that little imperfection in your face, or resisting myself from sleeping for those late night chats. Even though I'm pretty sure you won't be making me feel this way anymore, I hope there's someone out there who'd be willing to.

Of KJ Profs

I don't get professors ruining students' rather quick time for a breather! Why can't you let us enjoy the Christmas break without you requiring us to do a 10-page book review due the first day of class for the next year at the same time when we are scheduled to have a quiz?!?! You've likewise been students and it is not to my understanding how he can obligate us when he knows this time of the year is much-awaited by the students, after months and months of endless academic duties. Ugh.

Pre-Xmas

Fridays getting lonelier. I need a love life! And fast!

Char.

Sad Day

Sometimes you still get hurt even after you envisaged things to happen. Or maybe it's just me, too sensitive that no "expect the unexpected" can soften the blow.

I Came Close to Reading It

I was wandering around Thought Catalog when I chanced upon We Came Close to Being Something. The first line reads I like you. It continues with And then the other day you told me you like me too. I stopped. I like you, but I'm not certain if tomorrow, next month, or next year, you'll ever feel the same. :(