This is Goodbye

Tomorrow, everything will be different. You will go on with your life while I will continue to mourn over your departure.

I'll miss you. 

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It pains me to know that the organization and the upcoming elections are the only things that are keeping us together. I checked the history of our message exchanges and it hurts to see that all we ever talk about is the alliance and the campaign. Am I worth that little to you?

When March begins, would you be as concerned to me as you have been in the past months?

It pains me to know you need me to win while I need you to survive.

It pains me that I love you.

Still Longing

Earlier I told Marlon I’m resigning from my position. He replied, “Wala ba kong power na pigilan ‘yang plano mo?”

If you only know, you have every power over me, everything you say I’ll do. I hope I can tell this to you but I’m afraid of the consequences. 

No More

I’d like to think I’ve learned from what happened in highschool. That’s why I decided to resign from my post. Every moment with him makes me love him even more and my situation gets harder every day athe only resolution I could think of is to stop seeing him. I hope I made the right choice. I don’t want my college life to end with hurt.