Saturday, February 21, 2015

Gloooomy

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12:11 PM
I am in that time of my life again when I feel sad (depressed might be too strong a word) over no reason. I don't know, maybe it's the small things piling up that is affecting my mood the past few weeks.

There's my dissastisfying work, where I feel every hour spent is every hour wasted. Add to that my beyond annoying moody to hell officemate.

Then my friends. Who aren't really living up to the standards to how friends should be. Like lately, when I chose not to go elsewhere for them but ended up me being at home the whole Friday night, waiting for them to message me about our whatabouts for that night.

Then my fitness trainer who just doesn't show up at our gym sessions. I'm taking my weight loss program so seriously and I hope people will also start doing so.

Don't get me started with this song currently playing on my playlist. Really? Heal (the OST for If Stay) while I'm using the treadmill?

I've been a no show at the blogosphere for a few months now and it's disappointing my comeback is a sad post. I've had an explosive 2014 yet I haven't had the time to share it. Instead I chose to write about this fucking feeling that has been haunting me and showing upI am in that time of my life again when I feel sad (depressed might be too strong a word) over no reason. I don't know, maybe it's the small things piling up that is affecting my mood these past few weeks.

There's my dissastisfying work, where I feel every hour spent is every hour wasted. Add to that my beyond annoying moody to hell officemate.

Then my friends. Who aren't really living up to the standards to how friends should be. Like lately, when I chose not to go elsewhere for them but ended up me being at home the whole Friday night, waiting for them to message me about our whatabouts for that night.

Then my fitness trainer who just doesn't show up at our gym sessions. I'm taking my weight loss program so seriously and I hope people will also start doing so.

Don't get me started with this song currently playing on my playlist. Really? Heal (the OST for If Stay) while I'm using the threadmill?

I've been a no show at the blogosphere for a few months now and it's disappointing my comeback is a sad post. I've had an explosive 2014 yet I haven't had the time to share it. Instead I chose to write about this feeling that has been haunting me and showing up randomly in the course of my adult life.

ConsideriI am in that time of my life again when I feel sad (depressed might be too strong a word) over no reason. I don't know, maybe it's the small things piling up that is affecting my mood these past few weeks.

There's my dissastisfying work, where I feel every hour spent is every hour wasted. Add to that my beyond annoying moody to hell officemate.

Then my friends. Who aren't really living up to the standards to how friends should be. Like lately, when I chose not to go elsewhere for them but ended up me being at home the whole Friday night, waiting for them to message me about our whatabouts for that night.

Then my fitness trainer who just doesn't show up at our gym sessions. I'm taking my weight loss program so seriously and I hope people will also start doing so.

Don't get me started with this song currently playing on my playlist. Really? Heal (the OST for If Stay) while I'm using the threadmill?

I've been a no show at the blogosphere for a few months now and it's disappointing my comeback is a sad post. I've had an explosive 2014 yet I haven't had the time to share it. Instead I chose to write about this fucking feeling that has been haunting me and showing up randomly in the course of my adult life.

Funny I began my post with saying I'm getting sad for no reason.

:(

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